baby still inside #ThrowbackThursday ... read...

was first time to get pregnant i was 4months here.. this was the last photo my hubby took before we found out that my baby suddenly stop her heartbeat for no reason at all and i was obliged to have a d and c operation for my own health*her for i want it to be a girl* we lost her found out that our baby wasnt really meant for us it was for heaven for she was an angel.. ... i got so depressed after i lost my baby... too much that i got fat coz i eat sweet and fatty foods just to divert my loneliness.. but time heal all wounds... everything has its reason i was so lucky being a mom for a short period of time.. its been 2yrs.. and i havent been pregnant again... thats ok maybe God wants me to be ready by the time i will conceive again right now my working career is at its blast.. me n my hubby were having so much fun together.. #streamzoo #streamood #past #love #angel #memories